Today we have our 4th post-diagnostic appointment with our diabetes care team. Our team includes:
1) Child Life Specialist – she provides ideas to help the kids cope and shares information about cool non-profit support programs.
2) Social Worker – her job seems to be to make sure that Greg and I are coping.
3) Dietitian - she helps determine how many carbs Ainsley should be eating, her carb-to-insulin ratio, and lectures me on how my 2 year old should enjoy eating raw broccoli and bell peppers.
4) Case Manager/Certified Diabetes Educator (CDE) – this is our point person for daily questions and issues like dose changing, Sick Days, etc.
5) Pediatric Endocrinologist – he oversees Ainsley’s care and has the final say on her treatments.
Each visit is about 1.5-2 hours long. Whew. After today, we will go from weekly appointments to monthly appointments. Then we will go to quarterly appointments and that will be permanent.
Today I expect to be talking about Ainsley’s recent illness and how we weathered that, her weight gain, how the new carb-to-insulin ratio is working out (I’ve made some changes to it), and – the biggie – the pump.
Since this is our last visit for a month, we are going to make a big push for the pump today. I know some of you have questioned why we are “rushing” into the pump. Let me give you an example.
Yesterday after dropping Ellory off at preschool, I came home and prepped Ainsley’s lunch, did her BG, and calculated and drew her dose. I thought that she would like the lunch (lasagna) and would eat most of it. I dosed her accordingly. She ate a few bites and then stopped. Typical for a 2 year old. I worked on her for a while but she wasn’t going to keep eating, so I backed the insulin with some Pediasure. She went off to nap.
Upon waking from nap, she came straight downstairs to her spot at the kitchen table and sobbed heartbrokenly upon finding that her lunch plate had been removed. She was hungry and wanted to finish eating her yummy lunch that she was now ready for. She sobbed harder when I wouldn’t give it back to her. I couldn’t. It was awful.
The reason I couldn’t give it back was this: I had dosed her and backed her dose. If I were to give her more carbs, I would have to give more insulin. But we were still within 1.5 hours of the last dose. Novolog stays active in the body for 3+ hours. If I were to add more insulin, it could go too far and she could plummet. I would be speculating on how much insulin to give her to cover the rest of the meal. So instead I told her I was sorry and gave her a stack of cucumber slices. She was so hungry she actually ate them.
This is the type of scenario the pump is for. With a pump, I could have given us a buffer zone by only giving her half a dose before she ate, in case she didn’t eat it all. Then I could have just given her the rest of her lunch after nap and bolused accordingly. “Bolused” is a fancy term for dosing that applies to the pump. It is a more appropriate word because it implies more precise dosing. Example: a pump would have told me how much insulin was still on board from pre-lunch and advised me accordingly. I could have then made a determination on how to dose for the second half of lunch which may not have been equal to the other “half” of her dose.
A pump is a more sophisticated and intelligent tool for managing diabetes, plain and simple. It is not easier to use, and we are very aware of this. It requires a reasonably sophisticated and intelligent mind to operate it well. I think this is the primary reason our diabetes care team is reluctant to give it to us. Clearly, they don’t know us very well yet.

